I remember reading something in ‘The Superman Syndrome’; ‘the journey to the bottom
gives us the fuel to rocket to the top’
When you are in the suck, you 100% do not think that it will ever end – in fact it’s hard
to see the surface at all
Its these periods of intense pain and hardship and sadness that see who we are
Sink or swim
That ultimately will be down to you
All I know is every time life kicks me? I come back stronger and I am
able to take more and more punishment without it feeling anywhere near as bad
You will truly find who everyone else is, when you hit rock bottom
The end of 2017/start of 2018 I think could possibly of been my lowest point
I try – I really try – do give more than I ever ask
This time though? I was mentally and physically on my knees; and how people were responded was quite telling
Some I thought I could rely on vanished, turned tail, bitched behind my back and
essentially deserted ship
Yet conversely some complete strangers, mere acquaintances and a few folks I didn’t
even KNOW – gave all they could to get me back on my feet
As you grow, you have to understand that people are funny things; they will do what
they feel they need to do that best serves them
Doesn’t make them bad, Just makes them people
Don’t dwell on it, learn from it when it happens (and if it hasn’t already, trust me, it
will….)